My last entry was on Day 14. It's after midnight, and my day 05 is history. An amazing day, I'd say, though my back is sore and I have 60% of stuffs to pack... Let's recount and see what I had done the whole day in the grace of God.
I woke up with a jolt, remembering today was D-day for packing. I never like packing and have always procrastinated as long as I could to pack. I had no choice but to start today because I am flying to KL on Saturday morning and my car has to be sent to the warehouse tomorrow noon. So in the midst of packing, my wonderful insurance agent came by to save my backbone by giving me a massage. It hurt like crazy but I know it's really good for the back. After lunch, I was so sleepy that I could not focus, so I drove out to pick up some stuffs from everywhere, including paying for my contact lens in 1Borneo. After few hours, returned home and started packing while waiting for nightfall.
I finally met Caveman after 7 months. The last time I met him, I just had my hair curled. Now my hair is curled again. I hope it won't take another perming session to meet him. Oh well, it can't be helped if it is so. I'm thankful that he drove all the way from Taman Khidmat to fetch me and then dinner at Sailors' in Grand Millennium. For me, the best part was I genuinely and sincerely felt so loved by God as I shared my journey with him. Half the time I was uneasy and uncertain what would be the right thing for me to say or do. It's kinda weird, really, to actually schedule this appointment about a month prior to this date. He seems fine, more relaxed. I felt judged at one point, but I'm trying my best to brush the feelings aside, recognizing it's not from God. My friendship with him is like a gift from God, and I thank God for everything which came together with this friendship. Haha. Including the anger I felt about certain issue. At least, I've been praying for the past 1 year and 5 months for him about the issue. And I shall pray until things change. I'm sure if things are changing, I will get the wind of it.
After the relaxed-not-so-relaxing dinner, I'm back to the room in Kingfisher and it's time to pack. Yeah, I'm assured in the Lord despite the worries I'm experiencing at the moment, and I'm secured having Him as the Faithful One. Amen to this God of mine.
I pray my last four days in Malaysia will be calm and smooth. In Jesus' name, AMEN.
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