"My heart is restless until I find rest in You."
I think it's a famous quote of a saint.. but I don't quite remember whether it's St. Augustine or St. Jerome.. Indeed, my heart has been restless for the past one week battling with my human nature. Only God knows the amount of pain I experienced in this wrestle. Yet, all the dark nights of my soul led me to this conclusion: that I am nothing without God. And it's by His grace that I am where I am now.
I can't ask that anyone should change for my sake neither should I change for the sake of anyone. Yet, it's within the broken human nature to please others and be who they are expected to be.
God loves me as I am, no matter how imperfect I am. I rejoice to be called His beloved daughter. His plans and visions are beyond the comprehension of my limited mind. All I ask is He leads me to where He finds best for me to be, to my beloved whom He finds favour in, whoever that may be.
In Jesus I trust.
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