Perhaps I have been rather self-centered these days, and more than ever, self-pitying. It's shameful to be in this kind of condition most of the time since I don't know when. And with the whole pressure building up due to my upcoming birthday, I lose sight of what is really important in my life. I wish I can focus better, remember the original intention of me attending school again to attempt Masters degree and to serve God better in difficult times. Yet, I end up being more self-focus, isolating myself more and more from people each day. My best defence against the world seems to be building a wall around myself to hide from others. The Lord knows I need to change this!!
It's always All Saints' Day the day after my birthday, and serving in church back in KK shaped my birthday to attending evening mass on the eve of All Saints Day. Now I'm here... What shall I do?
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